you would just slide right off the side

once in preschool music class a husband and wife guest speaker team taught us the proper way to look at things, which is to move your head and not your eyes. they had christian eyes. those big fucking youth group community outreach intern eyes. once in OM i peed my pants and walked home. really i've been peeing my pants and walking home most of my life. if i were pretty like the hot girl at work you would be blown away by that. i like hockey

people in healthy relationships seem so much more credible as human beings. and its so perfect outside, too. other people's lives. i still get excited about things like moving to a new city and shopping online, i can't wait to look for an apartment somewhere cold and new. i want the chance over and over again to choose what is good and tape it to my wall so that it doesn't matter that it's not really in me, because it's what's beautiful and i can make myself beautiful if i put it in my room. if i fail at everything else it wouldn't matter, that's why.

just really quick before i go

dear christmas morning,
you mean nothing

a 500 hundred word s a

today dino and i accidentally found a geocache. we took it but earlier i had let a car merge in front of me and once i helped preserve the mangroves. donna's birthday is the seventeenth. seeing whole families wearing crocs makes me miss i love my k swiss commercials. womens casual. market phrasing. "So recognize the dick size in these Karl Kani jeans I'm in thirteens, know what I mean" (i've been shopping for shoes online) was there a rocket launch tonight? if i start reading those hip barnes and noble top seller social commentary books i'll be able to have more conversations with strangers. i could speak with interest and authority on the important issues of Today. i could stop sitting through NPR's contemporary jazz interludes and cut straight to the exaggerated Facts. i could be Apathetically Informed. i could BUY A $900 GPS SYSTEM TO PLAY A PSEUDO-EXPLORATION GAME INVENTED BY GPS MANUFACTURERS TO GET BORED CHRISTIAN FAMILIES TO BUY $900 GPS SYSTEMS

virtual memory running low

todayyyy i exercise my right to shop